Jluvies

I am a lost soul on the search of finding myself.  This is the new beginning of my life.  I'm releasing my angles and my demons.  I was told that I need to broken down so that I may build myself up right.  No more wasting time, no more feeling sorry for myself, and no more pretending that everything is okay, when really I'm FALLING APART.  I'm an artist, although I would never claim to be to an aquaintance or friend.  Not confident enough, I guess.  Here, I am me.  I will not sugar coat it, I will tell it like it is, and know that I am a good person.  We are not all perfect, not even close.  I am an artist of writing, drawing, painting, crafting, hustling, reading, planning, thinking.... I am an artist of an all.  And I believe, or I KNOW, that I am capable of doing anything.  I have been given this natural ability to be good at everything I do, but I am letting it all slip away because of my irresponsiblities and eagerness to satisfy only my luvies and myself.  I am smart, talented, and very capable of being a successful person. Writing has always been a very soothing practice for me and quite theraputic, so I'm gonna take this opportunity on Hubpages to confess the TRUTH about a girl who appears to have things together on the outside, but really has no clue...